The worst week of my life

People say that God gives you only what you can handle and I believe I am there. On September 2Nd, 2008 my husband of 11 years told me that he didn't want to be married any more that he wanted to be free and run. Just be on the road and have no responsibilities. It has been very difficult for me because he was my rock as well as my best friend. I feel lost and alone in this world. But though this I have found that I have some very Awesome kids. They have been there for me in every way. To make matters worse my Brother-in-law died on September 5th, 2008. He was my Brother-in-law by law but my Brother in my heart. I have know him since I was 12 years old. He has always been their for me when every I needed him. He believed that I could do anything I set my mind to even though I didn't believe him. Losing two people in my life that I was very close to has been a big blow. When I needed my husband the most he wasn't there. I don't know how I am going to get though these next few months. I guess I need to take it one day at a time.